December 4, 2008

Poem at 3:51

Sometimes things happen and we can't find the reason why they happened they way they did. Irrational, unexplianable, and just too big for words...Feelings overflow and we just have to find release anyway we can.


Because I Wanted To Believe

There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I wanted badly to believe
Again too blind to see
That you were just fooling me
Your sweet tongue whispered
Things that my heart longed after
Thought there was sincerity in your eyes
Too late to realize they were cold as ice
You saw and played my weakness
Too believing that I did not notice
You were just entertaining yourself at my expense
Toying with my feelings

There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I just wanted badly to believe
That someone is genuine enough to care
Right now the hurt seems too much to bear
There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I wanted badly to believe
There’s no one to blame but myself
Because I let myself believe…

When will I ever learn?
Happy endings don’t happen though we yearn
Love is just a wisp of thin air
An idea imagined, untrue, and unfair
I guess in it I just really wanted to believe
There’s no one to blame but myself
Because I let myself believe…

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