June 22, 2011
It's been a while since I last wrote anything in here. But today, I just suddenly found myself here, wanting to write something...anything. This day is supposed to be a happy day for me but I don't feel happy. I just feel forlorn and alone. I'm at a place where everything I dreamed of are not what they're supposed to be. It's that feeling of wanting to reach a place that seems so beautiful from afar only to find that it's not that beautiful on a closer inspection. It's the same way about people. Sometimes you think that you know a person too well only to find that you hardly knew them at all.
Today marks the 29th year of my life and I'm still learning a lot about people and life in general. I just hope that this year would be a great one for me despite the drawbacks in my life right now. Celebrate with me?