My Latest Find: Pon and Zi

A few weeks ago I went browsing on Youtube for one of Usher's songs. I found the song that I was looking for but the video was not of him. It was of these two cute characters - Pon and Zi. What struck me most were the statements they made. At my state that time, I could really relate to what these characters were saying. They just seem to express what I was feeling too, all my confusion, all my hurts.. Take a look at these pictures and maybe you'll understand...

Poem at 4:35

What Hurts Most

Thought what we had was a beginning
Not the beginning of the end
On the verge of discovering new feelings
Good things seemed to be growing
Suddenly reality comes crashing in
Everything coming all at once causing pain
Should have know it was wrong from the start
And I should never have let you inside my heart
Now all I feel is regret and pain
From promises you made in vain
What hurts the most, I believed everything you said
Too late to find out you were playing with my head
Because of you I again believed in fairy tales
And happy endings

In chocolates, roses, and pink-flowered dreams;
But now, all hopes are again dashed to pieces
All that’s left is me to deal with the brokenness;
On the outside people see me laugh and smile
But deep inside is a pain I cannot hide
Despite all that I will not let you see me cry
Maybe this is the end and I will say my goodbye…

Poem at 3:51

Sometimes things happen and we can't find the reason why they happened they way they did. Irrational, unexplianable, and just too big for words...Feelings overflow and we just have to find release anyway we can.


Because I Wanted To Believe

There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I wanted badly to believe
Again too blind to see
That you were just fooling me
Your sweet tongue whispered
Things that my heart longed after
Thought there was sincerity in your eyes
Too late to realize they were cold as ice
You saw and played my weakness
Too believing that I did not notice
You were just entertaining yourself at my expense
Toying with my feelings

There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I just wanted badly to believe
That someone is genuine enough to care
Right now the hurt seems too much to bear
There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I wanted badly to believe
There’s no one to blame but myself
Because I let myself believe…

When will I ever learn?
Happy endings don’t happen though we yearn
Love is just a wisp of thin air
An idea imagined, untrue, and unfair
I guess in it I just really wanted to believe
There’s no one to blame but myself
Because I let myself believe…

iPods: Great Gift Ideas

I’m the type of person who cannot go without hearing music the entire day. Without music my life just seems incomplete. The day always seem brighter and problems lighter if I hear my favourite music. But, I usually have to wait to get home in order to listen to my music because all my music files are in my laptop. It’s just unfortunate that I don’t have a portable mp3 player right now. But, I’m dying to have one soon. With an mp3 player I can listen to all my music anytime, anywhere. What do you think would be the best choice for an mp3 player? Hmm, I read on the net that there is a new version of the iPod Nano, a slimmer and more dynamic version! I’d sure love to have that one.

Anyway, Christmas is just around the corner so, an iPod Nano would be a great gift for myself. For those of you who don’t have any gift ideas yet, you can welcome the idea of giving an iPod to your most favoured loved one. If that particular someone is not very keen on music, you can always go for an iPod Touch. Well, that’s only if you are feeling generous!

Giving this kind of gifts need not be daunting. Of course you have to do your research first before you actually buy any of them. There are helpful sites that provide price comparison for these kinds of items. To make things easy for you just be sure to find a price comparison site that gives reliable service for price comparisons of iPods. Just keep in mind, you can find all of them online.

Look Up

Have you noticed the skies lately? Probably not. You are one of those busy persons who only have time for work. If you haven’t looked up the skies, find time to do so. Maybe this time you’ll see some changes...that it’s different from the last time you looked up…

Fun Shopping with ShopWiki

Try sniffing the air…do you notice something different about it? Well, I do! It’s almost Christmas! Which means, gift giving. It’s barely three weeks before the most awaited day of the year. I’m sure plenty of you are excited. But let me ask you something, have you shopped for the gift you’re going to give your mom, dad, siblings, son, and daughter? Oh and don’t forget the countless nieces and nephews that you have. They are going to be greatly disappointed if you don’t give them anything this Christmas. Finding toys for the little ones is not difficult at all. But, if you’re looking for toys for the big boys, well, that’s another matter entirely.

ShopWiki can help you in this area. This site brings you shopping convenience unlike any other. This site gathers results of all stores that carry the item you are searching for. And if you want to give a unique gift for him this Christmas a suggestion is a car dvd player. It’s unique don’t you think? I bet, of all gifts he would never think it would be that one you’ll give him. Car dvd players would be a very welcome surprise I’m sure. A car dvd player is a good idea because once it’s installed in the car it will keep the occupants entertained. You should know that being cooped up inside the car can become boring after a while so, keep boredom at bay with a car dvd player.

The fun at ShopWiki doesn’t end there. Aside from dvd players, this site can also bring you results for a new iPod or other MP3 players. Just remember, Christmas shopping need not be a hassle. Make it fun with ShopWiki!

Poem at 6:43

Poem at 6:43

Just when the sunshine through the clouds seemed to be peeking
The sky filling with glorious silver lining
Thick, dark clouds suddenly over spread the skies
It won’t be long before rain drops fall like tears in my eyes
It’s been said over and over again
Nothing remains the same that no one can complain
Life is not and never will be a fairy tale
Only in books do Prince Charmings never fail
Fairy tales make happy endings come true
Real life just makes relationships fall through;
In happy endings I have to stop believing
Maybe only then will the heart stop aching
And tears will stop from endlessly falling…