My Latest Find: Pon and Zi

A few weeks ago I went browsing on Youtube for one of Usher's songs. I found the song that I was looking for but the video was not of him. It was of these two cute characters - Pon and Zi. What struck me most were the statements they made. At my state that time, I could really relate to what these characters were saying. They just seem to express what I was feeling too, all my confusion, all my hurts.. Take a look at these pictures and maybe you'll understand...

Poem at 4:35

What Hurts Most

Thought what we had was a beginning
Not the beginning of the end
On the verge of discovering new feelings
Good things seemed to be growing
Suddenly reality comes crashing in
Everything coming all at once causing pain
Should have know it was wrong from the start
And I should never have let you inside my heart
Now all I feel is regret and pain
From promises you made in vain
What hurts the most, I believed everything you said
Too late to find out you were playing with my head
Because of you I again believed in fairy tales
And happy endings

In chocolates, roses, and pink-flowered dreams;
But now, all hopes are again dashed to pieces
All that’s left is me to deal with the brokenness;
On the outside people see me laugh and smile
But deep inside is a pain I cannot hide
Despite all that I will not let you see me cry
Maybe this is the end and I will say my goodbye…

Poem at 3:51

Sometimes things happen and we can't find the reason why they happened they way they did. Irrational, unexplianable, and just too big for words...Feelings overflow and we just have to find release anyway we can.


Because I Wanted To Believe

There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I wanted badly to believe
Again too blind to see
That you were just fooling me
Your sweet tongue whispered
Things that my heart longed after
Thought there was sincerity in your eyes
Too late to realize they were cold as ice
You saw and played my weakness
Too believing that I did not notice
You were just entertaining yourself at my expense
Toying with my feelings

There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I just wanted badly to believe
That someone is genuine enough to care
Right now the hurt seems too much to bear
There’s no one to blame but myself
I guess I wanted badly to believe
There’s no one to blame but myself
Because I let myself believe…

When will I ever learn?
Happy endings don’t happen though we yearn
Love is just a wisp of thin air
An idea imagined, untrue, and unfair
I guess in it I just really wanted to believe
There’s no one to blame but myself
Because I let myself believe…